blacK solitude

Monday, December 01, 2008

hey ppl.
i jus check my blog and realise..
my last entry was on 25th Oct. LOL.
SUPER ULTIMATE LONG.
lol

okie
tis post, is not a random post like orange xia lan ling who is also my BUDDY.
lol.
but tis is a meaningful post
why?
cos................
i've blog hop.. and realised everyone talkin abt danzation. LOL.
its really fine, i mean normal.. but hahahaha..
actually wat im saying is..
im also goin to talk abt smthing related to not only danzation, but to our dance.. :)

everyone is undergoing alot of stress;
everyone has their own problems, be it dance, personal, exams, work, r/s etc...
its definately not easy trying to tell urself not to let dance be affected by the external factors
i really understand
because each day, every single minute
i am also trying.
sometimes it work
most of the times it failed.
thus end result i would be so stressed up
till i did badly at work and dance.
till i have pimples outbreak. (hey, tis is really affecting me alot. =( super low morale each time i see the pimples)
till i cant slp at night much as i want to.

looking back,
have you stand back for a min and think
what could u have done to make things better?
practice more if unsure of steps?
prioritise dance and work accordingly?
instead of being so down, depress and letting ur emotions control ur mind, brain and body
why not use the extra time to practice, to study, to work or even to rest?
*this is the usual advice that CHIEN YEN always gives me when im at my lowest peak =) Of cos her ANG MOH isn't that good.. i helped to rephrase everything.. LOL. *

come on ppl,
NRA-ians !
this isnt the toughest part of our journey..
this is only the BEGINNING!!!!
if you let urself down now,
who else can pull u up?

jiayou ppl.
jiayou my dear steam girls
jiayou my non-steam ppl
most imptly,
jiayou everyone.
and jiayou to my dear idol - Ann Tan. =)

oh,
by the way,
although i strongly believe Danzation will be a blast,
we still must practice and practice okie!
lol
actions speak louder than words!
we cant jus achieve that simply by saying saying but not doing anything okay?

and hoh
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!
LOL
just a gentle reminder. lol.
actually the main purpose of this entry is to talk abt my BIRTHDAY. LOL.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!
IM FINALLY 18 YEARS OLD!
CAN GO CLUB OFFICIALLY LE!!!
LOL. =D

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:10 AM

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