blacK solitude

Saturday, October 27, 2007

SOON SOON!

*waves*

only those who have DS lite
and are playing SIMs
will understand the true meaning of my post.

for those who dun have

TOO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

go get ur own!
no way im lending u!
LOL
*sniggers*

-off to play my DS lite- woooooooo

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:44 PM

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

listen
.
.
.
.
.

listen
.
.
.
.

listen
.
.
.
.
.
.
if im willing to speak
will ears be turned deaf upon me?

stupid fool
why does it owiz seem so dark?

-find yourself-
im trying

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:27 AM

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Take off my shirt. Loosen the buttons
and undo my skirt, Stare at myself in the mirror
Take me apart peace by peace,
Sorrow decrease
Pressure release, I put in work
Did more than called upon, More than deserved
When it was over, Did I wind up hurt (Yes)
But it taught me before a decision ask this question first

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure somemore
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure somemore
Chances are given, Question Existing

Take off my cool, show them that
under here, I'm just like you
Do the mistakes, I may make me a fool
Or a human with loss, and if that I'm loss
Round of applause, Take the abuse
Sometimes it feels like they want me to lose
It's entertainment is that an excuse? (No)
But the question that lingers whether win or lose

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure somemore
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure somemore
Chances are given, Question Existing

Dear Diary,
And to all them
Entertaining is something I do for a living
It's not who I am, I'd like to think that I'm pretty normal,
I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think
I suck sometimes,
But when you're in the spotlight,
Everything seems good,
Sometimes I feel like i have it worse cause I have to always keep my guard up,
I don't know who to trust,
I don't know who wants to date me for who I am,
Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am,

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure somemore
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure somemore
Chances are given, Question Existing

-loving it every min-

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 4:06 PM

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other.
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

*love this song*

-i'm inconsolable-

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 1:23 PM

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

sick.

so sick..

im really sick.

im not singing the song

but im sick

=((((((((((

gotta rest more.

i cant b sick.
not this time.
not now.
argh

*sniffs*

*why is it owiz our fault? so ridiculous. unfair. =(*

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:24 PM

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Friday, October 05, 2007

boy
i shd be a fortune-teller.

my intuitions were right from the very start.
clever oh me.
clever oh so.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:44 PM

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Thursday, October 04, 2007

"learn to take things with a little pinch of salt"

i've been hearing this quote since dunno god knows when from dunno hw many ppl.
i jus cant get it outta my head.
its eating up my brain!
i can feel my brain cells getting lesser and lesser,
day by day
with that quote in mind
my brain cells are becoming saltier and saltier.

*awkward silence*

LOL
yes,
its nt funny
damnit
i lost my sense of funniness ever since i've become so serious about my life
LOL

pls,
if u are my fren still
tell me the truth
am i no longer funny?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooo

i'm related to the most funny person on earth,
erm.
the who ah.
the one who acted in the MASK.
Jim Carey!
yes!
i'm half related to him!
no kid!
we even resemble each other!
i mean,
of cos i'm prettier lah.
that's smthing i nid not say.

yes ppl.
listen, read n think about my quote.
cos it's gonna help you go a long long wayyyyyy....... =)

*i do know what i'm doing. yes. i do know where i wanna head to. no. i'm not aimless. jiayou*

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:44 PM

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Monday, October 01, 2007

boy,
im scared of you.

no more red wine for me.>_<

it still hurts everytime you say that.
i shd really stop dreaming
-stabbed-

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:36 PM

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