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Friday, April 25, 2008

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后
生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开Darling
更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

rem?
cos i nv forget...

im just as upset as u're upset.. =(

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:46 AM

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Monday, April 21, 2008

Fantasia is over.
Getting aimless ppl?
Lol.

Relax,
This is one of the usual post-symptoms when a production ends.
Soon,
We’ll b back rehearsing in the studio.
Then soon ppl will be complaining v tiring. LOL.

Read many ppl’s blogs
All of them thanking one another.
Lol.

Okie lah.
I shall also thank all the choreographers- xian mama, yen papa, bec ah jie 1, JJ ah jie 3, fredy ah bei, wq ah ji.

for ur..
ermz..
choreo.
LOL.
I …
aye…
Learnt alot…
Really…
Yeah…
Lol

I’m really sincere okay!
I really thanking you all..
For..
Erm
Ur choreo
LOL.

Love u all lah.
U all noe I love u rite
Words don’t say much
My actions say a lot oredi.
Lol.

*ai ni mennnnnnnnnnnnnn =))) *

To Ann tan,
Thank you for the lovely present to all of us =))
But u still v aunty.
And im still da prettiest.
Lol. love u *mwah*

To my Wei Wu Du Zun ppl & Choy,
proud of you guys. really. very. extremely =)
those who forget steps or din full out during actual perf,
GIMME BACK MY SNICKERS! OR PAY ME BACK MY MONEY!!!
lol.
harnar....
kip la, kip la... im not so niao de..
hope you guys learnt smthing and will rem what u've actually learnt/experience
=)
if not for the little actions that you guys nv realise you all did,
i wld hav given up
but i didnt'
thank you. =)
to everyone of you... =)))
*hugs*

Anyway, just a gentle reminder,
PLEASE SEND ME ALL MY PICS!
Lol
Yeah, please send me k????
I v poor
I got no camera
Thou my phone is a 5.0 mega pixel camera phone,
I didn’t take out to take pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL
So ppl,
PLEASE SEND ME MY BEAUTIFUL PICS!!! *ROARSSSSSSSSSS*
LOL

Eh,
Tell u all smthing.
I just had the weirdest dream ever.
I was so tired today at work that I kip fallin aslp.
Then when it was finally my lunch time,
I fell aslp immediately at my desk

Zzzzzzzzzzzz
Zzzzzzzz
Zzzzzzzzzzzz
Zzzzzzzzzz
Ah hr past. . . .

Then I woke up
Or so, I tot I woke up
I was awake then I check the time, it’s 4.40pm.
I slept more than an hr, then realize outside our office area there’s a lot of ppl, den my colleagues were all as per normal working and doing their stuff..
Everything was as per operation, then I felt very tired and closed my eyes and zz again.
Then I really woke up, time is 4.01pm
And my whole arms went numb.

-_-
I only managed to wake up when I went back to zzzz in my dream.
Cos I noe I did try to wake up but I cldn’t.

Harnar,
Tis isn’t a scary dream lah!
But but… I really felt … weird when I really woke up.. lol.. cos.. aiyah!~
Dunno how to explain lah.
LOL

*pissed*

Lol.
Angry with myself.
Lol. Harnar.

Last gentle reminder *sweet smiles*
SEND ME ALL MY PICS~!

Lol.
Lub u guys.
Mwah. =)

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 7:22 PM

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

ppl,

JIA YOU !

this is it.
i believe and i know we will b able to pull it off!

don stress urself out
jia you.
let's work out bodies off! =D

for tml and the day after tml!!!!!

then then then..
we can REST!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

okie,
lets nt get distracted. lol

tml we will put up a great/fantastic show!
no more screw ups alrite?

*hugs*

everyone don cry k.
if u wanna cry
pls don lemme see k
cos i will auto join u all cry tgt... >_<
i cannot ta-han de lah...

love u guys
love u all
u all love me too k ?
:)

JIAYOU =)

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:18 AM

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

1 more day to Fantazia..
jia you ppl !!!!!!!!

to Wei Wu Du Zun ppl:

please don stress yourself out
rem,
dance is about performing, enjoying urself on stage.
rem to smile =)

like i've said b4,
i wldn't wanna scold u all for forgetting steps/formation etc.
there isn't a need to...
cos all of u are already young adults,
and i also same age as u all.. *blinks*

and i believe,
u urself wldn't wanna screw up on stage either rite?
i mean,
ur frens/family members are there to watch ur performance...
definately u wanna do ur best, make them proud of you =)

Jiayou ppl.
I know this is only a backing item,
but if u can't perform ur best for a backing item,
how can u ensure others that u will do ur best for showcase items?

So, with only 1 last day of prac,
work hard, help each other out.
Don selfish stand there and do nth. lol.
it's all about team work okie!!!!

DaJia !
Let's not let Ann down.
Let's not let Choy down.
Most imptly,

Don't let urself down. =)

-i'm stil left with nothing
even if you gave me the world.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 11:05 AM

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Guess how much I love you,
Guess how much I need you,
And I can't stand you,
Must everything you do make me wanna smile,
Can I not like you for a while,

Cos you won't let me,
You upset me girl,
N then you kiss my lips,
All of a sudden I forget,
That I was upset,
Can't remember what you did,

But I hate it

You know exactly what to do,
So that I can't stay mad at you,
For too long,
that's wrong

But I hate it

You know exactly how to touch,
So that I don't wanna fuss n fight no more,
Said I despise that I adore you,

And that I hate how much I love you boy,
I can't stand how much I need you, (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy,
But I just can't let you go,
And I hate that I love you so

- love this song

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 4:00 PM

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Friday, April 04, 2008

"Nothing in life is to be feared; it is only to be understood."

from a very brave man
Nick Vujicic

-still can't accept it =(

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 6:01 PM

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

-who am i to judge?-

-simply love this song-

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:04 PM

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