Sunday, November 27, 2005
In case you guys dunno.... both of us were back in contact again... !
YESsSsssss.... !!! *jumps up and down*
Well....
i merely forward him a gd nite msg tat nite...
then... he replied the next day... asking... who am i... cos.. he lost his hp... then lost all e contacts..
OMG.... i was so shocked to receive his msg...
cos ... u see... i wasn't expecting any reply.... last time.. i owiz forward msg to him....
but no reply.... until one day... i asked my fren to call him....
then... realised tat.....
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The number was no longer in used........
sian leh.... all my efforts went dw the drain.... >_<
anyway.... he finally replied lah... which means... his number is in used again... and... and...
both of us... can kip in contact... back again !!!! wOOooo hoooOOO !!!!
hahahaha.... anyway....
i told him.. who i am... then.... asked... if he stil rem me...
then he replied.. ya... of cos he rem... *blushes* then... he asked abt my life...
blah blah blah....
the last msg was the sweetest... hahahah...
he..............
he..................
he ask me.........
to marry him.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL..............
if only tat wld come true.... lol....
aiyah... he ... he.... asked for my MSN !!!!
lol.......... eh.... come on... excited abit leh!!! he asked for my msn leh...
tat means... both of us... can chat online leh!!! woo hoo !!!
then then.. we can get to noe more abt each other leh!!!
woo hoo !!!
perhaps hoh... next time u see me...
im oredi married to him ah!!!
all bcos of msn !!! LOL...... *griNs*
den.... eh... we ended our conversation loh... hahahaha..... mmmmm
i sign in msn jus now... hoping to see me being added....
buden.. tink he haben try to add me bah... cos no new contacts leh...
ppl bz de... he serving ns...left half a yr more to go...
hee.....
buden im v happy le lah...
hahahah... my whole day... my mood... woo... was so happy !!!
lalalalalalalala.... happy happy happy..... =D
eh.......... now... on more serious tone....
i wanna talk abt smthing really serious....
tat is...
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do u guys think....................
we'll stand a chance together???
LOL......
online poll !!!! hahahah.... how many percent leh!!!!!
those... who.... tinks tat we dun hav any chance.... pls go away.. don ever come visit my blog...
LOL....
jokin la ... lol....
ermz... i really wanna talk abt smthing serious....
haha...
mmmm... lemme change my tone first... *aHem*
you noe... im really scared tat... when i grad... i will no longer b in used... *referring to dance*
well....
there are really so many dancers out there... in e industry...
i noe.. i wont b able to survive long outside... cos im one w/o any dance backgrd... *if u consider joinin chinese dance for less than a yr as having dance backgrd....*
ya.... sigh.... i do so wanna b good.. do so wanna improve... takes alot of time man...
im not being impatient... jus tat...
the road tat i wanna go.. is getting darker...
and.. im walking alone...
i nid someone to guide me... or... perhaps... to give me the light...
so tat... i can see clearly...
perhaps... it's gd tat the lights are fading out.. in a way...
cos... i wont b able to see any bumps ... and... i noe i'll fall down...
but.. im nt afraid... i'll jus stand up again.... and face watever tat's ahead of me.... =)
Buddy owiz say...
you shd nv give up on dance... cos dance has nv given up on u...
yeah... i really agree on tis... being a dancer... it's all individual stuff... u gotta really work on ur own...
ppl may teach u... guide u along... but ultimately....
it's ur own hard work n efforts....
so... i must work hard !!! everybody... work hard k !!! no matter wat.... nv ever tink of giving up.... u've come so far...
so far... and all u cld tink... is to giv up ??
nahhhh !!!! *shakes head*
nonononononononono... !! cannot... !!!
we will all survive....
im really waiting... for my last yr to end... so tat... i wld b able.. to at least.... spend more time on my dance... wld b able.. to focus properly on my dance,, =D
yeah.... march 2006.... faster come k.....
i must strive hard... !!! no more slacking... no more lazing ard... i must feel it....
dance... is not only abt the steps....
u gotta feel it with ur heart....
do everything.... let go.... be free..... !!! ^_^
YES !!! talk to urself... tel urself... tat u can do it.... there's nth tat one cannot achieve.... jus hav to work hard !! =)
JIa you bah !!!! Dancers... !!!! ^_^
~~____ What a feeling____ ~~
~~____ Pls believe me ____ ~~
~~___ I cant wait so come on____ ~~
~~~__let's dance thru the night___~~~
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:30 PM
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
hiya..!!
im back at blogging...
actually... i seriously dun feel lyk having tis blog anymore.. lol...
it's growin cobwebs.... too thick le lah.. i dun feel lyk clearing lah...
eh...
got lotsa things to blog leh... mmmm i dunno wat to blog...
ermz... how to update leh.... mmmm.....
i.... i... i dun noe.....
nvm lah... let tis entry... be abt... me... instead... alrite?
don feel lyk reportin watever things tat has oredi happened...
if u guys wanna noe.. jus check out at other nra peeps' blog bah...
im sure they've written smthing there...
anyway...
i seriously tink.. everyone shd get some rest... i slept for 15 hrs on thurs.. and today after my clz ended and stuff lydat...
i went back home.. and slept for another 3 hrs... total up... 22 hrs... in 2 days..
may nt sound alot.. buden to me... it really helps to... erm... to...
aiyah... sufficient slp... helps to... mmm.. make ur day happier? lol...
u'll feel more energetic leh... !! u'll feel lyk... u hav lotsa energy for the whole day... wooo...
indeed... one shd nv go w/o slp....
stil rem.. tat day.. din really slp much... cos was sewing the costumes... then ended up... i went to sch.. face black black..
no mood to joke at all.. no mood to enjoy... tsk tsk.. not good at all.... all bcos.. not enuff slp..
now i understand why... why... The Sleeping Beauty never wants to wake up .... damn... i want someone to put me to slp too...
lol.... then i can b a beauty... wait for my prince to come n kiss me... woo hoo !! lol...
anyway... i wanna say smthing leh... v impt de...
mmmm... jus in case... my attitude... or behaviour... recently... or now... is bad... and cannot b accepted...
pls.. do lemme noe k... cos.. i wont noe it myself de... >_<>
so hoh... sometimes... i chose to b quiet leh...
so do lemme noe ya... if i've got any faults.. in any ways... then i can try to change.. for the better ! =D
oh ya... one more thing...
a sincere apology... to Dance Battalion...
cos... i noe... my attitude.. lol.. damn freaking bad...
u gals shd rem wat happened bah...
really paiseh leh.. cos... damn freaking stress abt WCG... somemore.. no time.. all e sucky things chose to happen to us... to me.. at tat time...
really din mean to vent it out on u gals... so sorry...!!!!
hope u gals.. wont take it to heart k..... really sorry abt... tat time... yeah....
and hoh... to MG...
i mayb strict... fierce at times... i dunno lah... feedback given...
mmmm.... buden...i hope u all noe... there are times...
when we can all play.. joke .. slack together..
but.. there are times.. when u really nid to be serious...
tell me.. who don lyk to play? who don lyk to jus sit n wait.. for everything to b done.. ?
i wanna b the person sitting down too... but.. i cant.. damn... --__--"
lol.. so hoh... pardon me.. if im too fierce yeah?
buden.. sometimes.. u all must tink also.. why am i so strict? obviously... comp is coming up.. rite! lol... toot...
must b more cooperative mah... esp joyce.. lol... (u ask for ur name to b mentioned)
during meetings... when discussing.. make the effort to contribute smthing.. cos.. everyone agreed on joinin the comp on our own..
So... we can only depend on ourselves ... not on others.. to help us... we hav to try... and do smthing...rite??
so everyone... hav to contribute... at least smthing.. don jus kip sayin... " i dunno.. no comments"
damn freaking sian leh.. to owiz hear tat... jus put urself in my position... imagine.. lah... the feeling hoh.. is sian.. + disappointed leh...
har nar...i noe lah.. i v naggy... no choice... u gals.. made me naggy sia... i feel so old le lah... when i stil look so young.. so pretty.. so ke ai..=D
one thing i hav to say.. is.. tat... i really hope... MG's bond... will owiz b there de... =)
hee... love MG.... ^_^
k lah... tis entry... v long hoh... hehehehe...
time to sign off le...
wooo... Must post pic of mg... lol...
so sweet.. heee... bye !!!!
Unbreakable Bond
We're gonna kick some ass !!!
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 1:49 AM
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