blacK solitude

Monday, January 29, 2007

Happy 20th Bday Bec Bag!

Lao nu ren
LOL

yay, so happy
everybody is turnin 20 lyk me!
everybody is gonna hit their twenties!!

yay! everybody is so old, im nt the only one!
yay! so happy

LOL

anyway,
hope old bec enjoyed herself ytd. =)))
rem to photoshot the pics yeah!
and send me pls! lol...

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im scared

why?

suddenly i feel tat im nt so brave after all

im scared of death.

not tat im scared to die.

but im scared tat it will take away the ones tat i loved so much in my life.
- my family

tat nite, my mum was talking to me.
it seems lyk for the very first time,
i look at her so closely and quietly listen to wat she's talking.
and..

i saw wrinkles on her face
i saw strands of white hair on her head
i saw that she's nt young anymore

suddenly i realise
my mum is gettin older as the days go by.
my heart ache painfully.

i take a look at my dad,

suddenly rem he told me once
tat his whole hair is turning white

and i jus said,
" i buy black dye for u ? "

then i realise
dyeing hair,
wont change the fact tat both of my parents are gettin old

=(((((((

and my dad is stil workin so hardin order to let his 3 kids enjoy a better life.

=(((((((((((((((((

i dun wanna live a long life
i dun wanna live a long life n b alone.
i cant imagine hw it wld be..
if they're gone....

i love u mum..
i love u dad..

alone at the crossroads...

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 11:57 AM

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

from an email...

DECEMBER BEAUTY..

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 min and you will meet you true love in 8 DAYS

how true... LOL

yay ! i post this up in 5 min !
im gonna mit my true love in 8 DAYS !!!

i go buy 8 DAYS now !
LOL

bye.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:08 PM

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its been a happy day =)

lemme send these wishes first before i start on anything..

here's to those bday pigs.. :

Happy 20th Bday to Yen !!!
- hope u lyk e lil surprise thou it wasnt v successful
- stop mockin at my "AHHhhhh..." i tink i did GREAT. LOL
- welcome to the 20's club, lao virgin !

P.S: im so proud of u... =)

Happy 20th Bday to Daph NiNi !!
- Thanx for e party... i've really enjoyed it !! hehehehe...
- Ur frens were sooo cute ! *blushes*
- i've definately improved my english at the game. LOL
- Hope u lyk e flowers n couch we bought for ya.. =))
- love love love in da sky !!!!mwah!!!

alrite,here u go,
my sincere wishes. lol.
rite, im really sincere alrite?

anyway, ytd been a great day,
thou the training..
was so tiring tat i fell aslp w/o realising it !!
for 3 whole secs!!!
amazing...
man! hw did i do tat ???

well, i guess...
prob cos im part of the illusionist.
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.
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.
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anyway, ytd was a great great day!
thou i cant do wat ann taught in clz again.. LOL
but nevertheless,
dancing make me happy =D
and,
for the very first time,
yen join us for dinner !
cmt went home tgt with us by bus ! C.O.G.Y !
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

for the very first time,
it feels abit lyk the old times..

hahaha
i wont dwell on it no more.. =)

been thinkin abt u.. where have u gone... ?

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:29 PM

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Friday, January 19, 2007

buy a thousand smiles!
a thousand smiles for u

for u
for u
for u

buy a thousand smiles !

=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 1:14 PM

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

U're irreplaceable

i'll swim da deepest sea

and climb the highest mountain

alas,
my heart smiled

=)

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:13 PM

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Friday, January 05, 2007

Im so dead

so deaaaadd
TOTALLY BEAT OUT.....

dead out
beaten out

wadever

im tired
no time to blog
sense tat she forever watchin my back
.
.
.
.
.
wadever

tired

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 4:51 PM

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

I drove my fren away.
wat a fren i am
hate myself for creatin al these
i noe it doesnt help
sorry
im just me

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 6:47 PM

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