Sunday, September 23, 2007
i miss the old times
i miss the times when all of us still hang out together as a group
i miss the times when Y.O Buddy is literally crazy over White Rhythm
i miss the times watching J.A.D.E Crew practising in our studio
i miss walking back home with C.O.G.Y
i miss dinner with everyone at Mac after Ann's clz
i miss Fries Babes
i miss the adventures
i miss the clubbing sessions
i miss the times when all of us get together and study hard in the studio
i miss the ktv-ing sessions
i miss the exchanging of our timetables and meeting up with NRA peeps during lunch breaks
i miss everybody
i miss all the things we've done in the past
i miss the laughters, cries, rantings that we've had
but it seems to be,
knowingly
that everyone has already moved on with their lives/partners/work committments
perhaps they pressume that he/she is busy too
perhaps they got no time
perhaps its due to external factors
perhaps they prefer ppl to take initiative first
perhaps they just din bother anymore
saddening isnt it ?
but i wont dwell on the past
cos i know it is already over, ended, full stop.
no point mentioning it anymore
its abt time for me to move on too.
i must say,
those were the best times i've had in NRA
memories that can never be erased from me.
to you guys out there,
thank you for lighting up my life with everything that every single one of you has done
thank you for the guidance and advises.
i wish for everyone,
all the best in your future endeavours.
take care and good bye.
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:49 PM
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Friday, September 21, 2007
i dedicate this post to me.
britney aka von spears.
i believe in u !
don care wat others say about u
you are forever da best
you are forever my idol
=)
welcome back Britney aka Von Spears ! =)
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:38 AM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i just cant understand how she feels.
everything just keeps on repeating
must you owiz raise your voice at me?
boy i'm back to square one again.
it hurts like hell
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:11 AM
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
happy
=D
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:57 PM
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Monday, September 17, 2007
i wonder why is it so hard. . . .
*spaced out*
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:29 AM
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
i flew again
in my dream
why am i owiz flying
tis time round
its nt about ghosts
HENG AH!
lol
but this time round
the flying was so vivid
i felt it
the wind blowing my sexy hair
i'm flying
flying to everywhere
flying to the sky
flying with the clouds
flying
flying
flying
until i met jiaojiao
in case u ass dunno who is jiaojiao
jiaojiao is a taiwan famous artiste
i dunno how on earth did he appear by my side
but dreams don owiz make sense rite?
anyway
all i can rem was
he was v depressed
he said to me
"i'm good for nothing."
then i said,
"no ah, u're a v famous zu ci ren ah!"
LOL
end of my pointless dream
i wonder
if i continue flying in my dream
would i really be able fly one fine day?
if so,
i'll b clapping and jumping around in joy
cos i'll b able to fly to Australia tgt with R.A for FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!
scully they dun lemme bunk in with them.
-_-
chicken
so selfish
LOL
i dun care
i si si tag along
LOL
anyway
now that suntec is over
those who has pictures of my gorgeous face
please send to my email account
LOL
don so selfish keep to urself and admire me at home k ?
must learn to share =))))
i really wish i can fly. so i can fly away n nv come back.
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:33 PM
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
scary
ultimate scary dream i had
inside the dream
i was a ghost
or i tot i was a ghost
or i wasn't a ghost
i dunno
but it seems like
ppl were tryin to catch me
they're all chasing me
but im a ghost
so they cant see me
neither can they touch me
i can fly
i literally float around in the air
but there's this ghost that they hired
that can see me, can touch me
she chases me around
she caught me
i know i'm about to die
thou ghosts normally dont die again
still i got this bad feeling i'm dead
i knoe i must escape
i waited
i followed the "ghost" instructions.
then suddenly!
i ran
i mean,
i flew
i flew with all my effort to run away
damn.
flying is damn tedious.
i manage to fly away frm that "ghost"
then i flew towards this guard who holds a whole bunch of gold keys to the gold huge truck
i grab the keys and flew as fast as i could to the truck
the ghost was hot on my heels.
i could sense that they're nearing up
i flew up to the door of the truck
stuck the key in and turned the door open
then i drove the truck away
suddenly
as i drove the truck away
yen was beside me.
i dunno hw the hell did she got inside
mayb cos she scared that i'm driving w/o a license
lol
but yes, she appeared beside me.
then i drove the truck
it can even travel on mrt tracks.
cos i know i went up on da tracks.
theni woke up
this is not the scariest part
i was woken up from my dream by knocking sounds on our main door
or i tot, it was our door
i heard mumbling sounds as well
damn near my ears
the knocking carried off for damn long
damn noisy
keep on knocking and knocking
so in the end i woke up
i stood on my sis's bed
tried to look outside of the window to see who's knocking
i cant see anyone
then i left my room
i asked my mum
"why didn't you open the door? the knocking very loud leh.."
she looked at me,
and said,
"what knocking? you dreaming ah? no one's knocking our door ah..."
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i went back to bed.
then when i woke up again to prepare for work,
i asked my mum again,
"Isn't there anyone knockin on our door this morning? how about our neighbours?"
she replied,
"bo lah."
-_-
*sweats*
i swear
i heard mumbling noises
and knocking sounds
damn clear
i wasn't dreaming at all
its like
ppl tryin to get in but it was locked.
can u imagine what will happen
if i go open the door?
OOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i don dare to imagine.
freaky shit.
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:58 PM
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
time for me to rest
and recover. . .
slowly.slowly.slowly.slowly
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 4:05 PM
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Friday, September 07, 2007
so disappointed.
esp you.
=(
everyone is just putting up a fake front only.
it scares me
who's real?
who's not?
i really cant tell anymore.
down.down.down.down.down
all the way down.
*i can only trust you =)*
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:27 AM
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
i've nv lost faith in us.
its our final chance
final show time
love you gals
have more confidence
=)
im here for you.
just tell me anything
alrite?
cos i do noe hw painful numb actually feels.
trust me
*i feel less sad. but i feel more lonely*
how v true. . .
~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 8:39 AM
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