blacK solitude

Monday, October 30, 2006

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:11 AM

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Friday, October 27, 2006

time time time
mei shi jian liao
mei shi jian liao !!!!

omg omg omg omg
time time time..
no more time le lah...
alamak..
only left..
left how many... ???
2 more weeks leh!~

SHIT..
i wanna chua sai le... LOL
how ?
i can feel i got constipation le
cos i too nervous
then my digestive system not working...

die die die die die
i panic la
i panic le
i panic lah
i panic leh
yes, i really panic

buden,
why shd i panic?
i mean
i noe all my formations well
LOL
and i noe all my steps well
LOL

harnar! i kidding, i really not proud..
not proud at all...
unlike the cross eyed with rotten feet guy...
LOL

alrite,
im off to prac steps...
eh ppl,
be more hardworkin k ?
no more time le..
mei shi jian le
mei shi jian le!!!!

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:43 AM

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO
DOU JIANG YOU TIAO
BEEF KWAY TIAO

LOL....
i jus had tat for my dinner aft e HYPE UP concert!!! muahahahaha
weee... i love Daph !!!! Great show.... !!! hehe.... im ur superstar rite?? yEaeahhh~~ u're my Paper... =)

Anyway.... *ahem*
the above food.....
they're frm ....... (drums roll)

GEYLANG !!!!!

wahlau, the YOU TIAO is damn big la,
its so big tat u cant even fit into the DOU JIANG's MUG
unless u pull it apart into halv...
lemme tell u,
the FRESH YOU TIAO tgt with the cold PREMIUM DOU JIANG

WWWWoooooooooooooooooooooooooo........................

one word:
Fantabulousciouslyummyummygummy

LOL
and talk abt the BEEF KWAY TIAO
WAHKAO
ppl shd noe i don really take beef,
cos i scared of the blood n smell
but once i see the BEEF KWAY TIAO
i fell in love with cows immediately
the BEEF is so tender.. it tastes lyk deer meat!!!
the KWAY TIAO is so slippery that it fell into my throat w/o me even chewing it.. LOL

guys,
take a trip dwn geylang
lets go for DOU JIANG YOU TIAO n BEEF KWAY TIAO okie!!!

unlike someone,
go geylang eat NORMAL, tasteless, boneless, spineless chicken rice

LOL =D

tell me tis isnt the truth
don use me anymore
i cant take it
disappointment once again

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:59 AM

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

i hav a mumbling fren
yup

wat he's best at is mumbling
when he's eating, he's mumbling
when he's drinking, he's mumbling
when he's dancing, he's mumbling
when he's talking, he's mumbling
even when he's nt talking, he's mumbling too !

all day...
he mumbles... and mumbles and mumbles...not only to himself... but to me.... specifically..

no, he doesnt admits tat he mumbles... (ppl seldom wld admit their flaws)
instead he says i shd go dig my ears!!!

wat rubbish... LOL

so my mumbling fren, pls stop mumbling okay?
i may consider goin out with u again to bargain for ur 2 worthless discmans of e same brand and a lauyapok camera...
and i may consider eatin laksa with u again provided u stop mumbling and sweating profusely... -_- ( hw embarrassing... )

LOL
really.. ur mumbling prob gettin more n more serious...
u nid to see a doc... lol
i promise to help okay?
cos im a v nice person. =)

in case those who dunno whom im referrin too....
jus listen carefully...
someone is mumbling again.....

i hope u realise it b4 its too late...
why did u jus walk away lydat?
are we invisible?
tell me.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 1:59 AM

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Monday, October 16, 2006

don be fooled by me.

im not who u tink i am

i've hid myself so well that i even deceive myself.

so who am i ??
im jus someone who has 28 personalities.
And i woke up every single day to be a different me.

this sux

i made a wish for u
hoping it'll come true.
i wished for gd health n happiness to be with u
Always.

And i prayed.
Real hard.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:00 AM

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

UPSET

=((((((((((((((((((((((((

just leave me.
for now.

To u:

im sorry. din mean for tat to happen. dunno why either. really sorry. pls don take it to heart.

i really din mean to... sorry. wil let u noe wats goin on in my mind.

sorry.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:20 AM

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Friday, October 13, 2006

so ya, ppl do really change
tis is smthing so unavoidable
yet i wld say...
predictable ?

i dunno.

why do ppl change?
due to environment ?
due to peer influence ?
or simply jus basically bcos...
of being taken for granted?

i dunno still.

i dun und either
i dun und why so many of u all hav changed...
for the better?
i seriously doubt so...

some may say,"i'm not the only one who has changed... u've changed too..."
mayb i really did,
but at least
im clear of wat im doin..
im clear of e changes i've made myself
unlike some ppl...

it is really, extremely disappointing....
i am indeed hurt...
and extremely upset...
yes, i am.

why?
cos we are frens.
or i supposed,
i tot we were frens.
we were gd frens, close frens in e past....
now?
i cant even feel anything.

wat has become of us all ???
tell me...
pls....
i really hate tis show of pretendence....
i really hate it....
where has e old us gone to... ???

--------------------------------
nv did i realise that we only appear close on the surface.....
it breaks me apart.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:43 AM

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

i wonder wat the truth is
wat do ppl mean by the truth?
by telling the truth?
Wat is the truth???

does it mean by saying out things straight when it first come into ur mind?
does tat mean wat u're saying is da truth?
no...
they may say out straight away..
but not necessarily it means it is e truth...
then again..
hw wld u noe wat the truth really is ?

........
...........
...............

YES...
i tink many of u hav guess it

im..

im BORED at WORK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL....

and.........

my BUTT is getting BIGGER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why?????
cos im owiz sitting down n down n down n down..................................................
cos im owiz sitting down n down n down....n calling up ppl.........

no, my job isnt as fun as it sounds... lol
i can fall aslp while waitin for calls to b transfer.....
tiring........ damnn

somehow i miss my bed...
i miss my bolster...
i miss my pillows...
i miss my bathroom...
i miss my piggies...
i miss waking up late...
i miss lying on my bed...
i miss slping late...
i even miss my toilet bowl...
i miss everything, everyone....!!!!
except ter ~

LOL
why ter only ?
hahahahahahahah

cos he's my mister
and the sweet me told him that i'll b there for him owiz cos im his guardian angel
BUT he says im not his guardian angel
...
......
........

im his FAT angel....

AEFSGTW$TR#$#%432$SDF

i am so hurrrtt.... and saddd by wat he said...to tink tat im his mistress....
he said im his fat angel....
im soooooooo saADDDDddddd....

god....
i tink i'll go console myself...
gonna buy more chocolates...

lol...
so frm then on~
i'll nv miss tat cheeseball lionhead
and my mind is made up !!!!
don try to change me okay????

but....
mister, will u still come to my house tonight??? lemme noe okie???
i'll b waiting... :)

gd bye guys !!!!
im goin off....
to where???????

to........................................

eh, wait, guys!
hav u all heard abt vivio city~~~~~~!!!!????

for those gong gong ones who dunno lyk fred n bud n bFro...
lemme tell ya...

its a super big big big place
it looks lyk... a palace!
frm e outside...
im serious,
i went pass it ytd...on a bus...

Wah seh~~ super big...
it's bigger than my house!
Can u beelive it !!!
LOL....

i tink,
everyone shd go there n experience e biggerness of it...
really... no kid...
if not, u're nt considering a human of Singapore...
hahahaha...

alrite... tat's it...
im off...
to play freecell... --__--

imissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissu

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:44 PM

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

love is in the air
love is in the air
birds flyin everywhere
birds flying everywhere
im spreadin love
spreading
spreaaaaadinggg !!!!

LOL
okay....im not in a poetic mood today
tat poem isn't my best one, i admit...

wedgfsdfhagfsdgshha
sgsdfsghafdhteasggasfggf....

sorry... im stil in indian mood...
lol

work is so boring...

lets talk abt smthing interesting~

hey ppl~
lets talk abt sex !!!!!!!!!!!!

*excited*

lol... jk lah.. siao...

let's talk abt yen~ (she force me to type tis..)
she's a v nice gal (she claims to be)
she's so popular (she tries so hard to be)
she can sing n dance so well (but she's far frm me)
and im really glad i hav such a fren !! :) (she sure is lucky to noe me)

ppl pls treasure her okie ?
such a nice person don come by easily...
where can u find such a person

who can slp for so long
who is owiz late
who nv eats
who nv drinks
who kips tinkin she is so dope in everything
who has depression
who owiz mood swing
who is so white
who is so tall
who lyks gals
who owiz trips and falls
who's dream is to open a provision shop
who kips havin gastric pain
who tinks tat not eatin wld help to cure her gastric
who kips eatin potato chips (and forcin ppl to eat with her)
who talks, luff, burp n fart loudly
who had boobs implants
who digs her nose in front of her family members
who bathes only when she feels lyk it ???????

sighhhh

wat a complicated fren i have
But i stil love her

LOL
ya...indeed a nice gal... :)

P.S : i blog abt u leh.. u requested de... happy? :)))))))

*You're all tat matters to me... :) *

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 4:52 PM

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Friday, October 06, 2006

if ya promise smthing
den do it
if not
don promise

empty promises are nt smthing likeable
if you noe wat i mean

yes

tis entry is solely for you

promise me ? den do it...

you noe urself the best, you noe ur situation best, you noe ur body best...
not me....

i can help, i will definately help..
you noe i will help...

yet if u don help urself first, nobody can help...
not even the best doctor in the whole wide world....

im powerless....
so don look upon me as someone with great powers and able to solve every single thing....

promise ???
or will it be empty promises again... ??

i'll b waiting for ur answer...

----------hope the nightmare will never come true......

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 11:03 AM

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

yes im working again
as a telemarketer

N guess wat?
im actually calling ppl frm all over the world
im even calling ppl from North pole !!
all the way to South African... !!!
i even have one special one who lives on DEAD SEA !!!

okay...im jokin abt the DEAD SEA part...
but im so sick of calling ppl up....
cant even und wat they're talking abt...

here's one of e conversation......

Me: Hi Gd morning !! (extremely enthu voice) Can i speak to Mr XXX ?

*if im lucky, Mr XXX picks up*

XXX: gfadhahthafh

Me: Sorry sir, can i speak to Mr XXX ? Is he ard ?

XXX: afhag$%#%YDFGAG !!!

Me: er.. (laughs nervously) My name is Yvonne...Im calling on behalf of Inte* Singapore... Can i speak to Mr XXX?

XXX: AgafgFGAFGADFhahfartawrvbaf... fgartgafgag !!!!!

Me: ahhh... Yes ... Yes yes... i understand.... yes... (nods furiously)

XXX: ..gagah..ehfdhffy..uiogkkaaltdel... gaha?? heah...hges...

Me: Oh,. u mean he's not around ?

XXX: .........HAEWFFAfhfdGTA !!!

Me: Oh, okay, no prob.. Thank you so much.. Gd bye and have a nice day ! (smiles sweetly)

*CLICKS*

SEE ?
jus hw interesting is it to be a telemarketer... !
i can communicate so well with all kinda ppl !!! -_-

ARGH..... i stil got 11 more days of calling...

1 day = 8 hrs
2 days = 16 hrs...
11 days = 88hrs !!!!!

ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL

AFDHGAWFGVGDFHEAHTAFWERCVHEAGvfdgafgrwtaHSDGHDF

get it????????
LOL

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if only i noe wat u're thinking...

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 4:23 PM

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

how i wish i cld spin more time for u
how i wish i cld eat up ur troubles, heal those wounds and unwind sorrows for u
how i wish i cld giv u the best medicine in the whole wide world
how i wish i cld take ur brain away so u wont b thinkin so much every single day/night
how i wish i cld help to make things less complicated for u
how i wish i cld do the right thing so u wont fall any deeper
how i wish i cld banish those guys tat made all of u so sad
how i wish i cld take away the pain tat everyone is suffering thru . . .

how i wish i cld . . .
i've tried and its really tough
sorry to disappoint
once again

how i wish i cld find my true self
how i wish i cld tell u the truth . . .

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:42 AM

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