blacK solitude

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

The pain
it can't be described.
devastated

1? 2? 3? 10 times?
boy, im amazed with myself.

i'll stand strong
i'll really try
help me pls.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 1:27 PM

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Gotta concentrate.
concentrate.
concentrate.
concentrate.
concentrate.
concentrate.

running outta time

no time

no time

no time

no time

no time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT.

no feelings
no trust
no faith
no pain
no disappointments
no nothing

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:50 AM

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

numb.

gotta focus on dance.

jiayou fbeatx. =)

thank you. :)

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 11:33 AM

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Monday, August 20, 2007

it really hurts

yes, im disappointed.
but i don blame ya.

in pain.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:21 PM

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Monday, August 06, 2007

i saw the msg.

thank you. =)

you made me teared again.
for a good reason this time. =)

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 3:29 PM

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

i'm glad i found my soulmaid. =)

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:03 PM

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Friday, August 03, 2007

suddenly thought of this song. . . .

brings back my sec 3 camp memories. . .

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see

No I won't be afraid
Oh I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand,
stand by me

So darlin' darlin'
stand by me
Oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin' darlin' stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin' darlin' stand by me
Oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble
just stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, oh stand, stand by me

will you stand by me forever? just a passing thought...

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 10:43 AM

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

unfolding a sad story
no one is to be blamed
no one
but you

You make it all happened
you let your heart take control
thousands and thousands of times
now look wat had happened.

all these years
could you ever forgive yourself?
you can go on hiding
you can go on pretending
yes you can
pretend that you're an angel
But deep down,
you know you're someone despicable,
just like them.

Pretendious
you can jolly well keep pretending
and play happy family all by yourself
Cos
someday,
the truth will be out.
and you can no longer hide.
and you will be alone.
All alone.

Pray hard then.

sorry to let you see it.
It wasn't supposed to end that way. =(

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:54 PM

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