blacK solitude

Sunday, September 23, 2007

i miss the old times
i miss the times when all of us still hang out together as a group
i miss the times when Y.O Buddy is literally crazy over White Rhythm
i miss the times watching J.A.D.E Crew practising in our studio
i miss walking back home with C.O.G.Y
i miss dinner with everyone at Mac after Ann's clz
i miss Fries Babes
i miss the adventures
i miss the clubbing sessions
i miss the times when all of us get together and study hard in the studio
i miss the ktv-ing sessions
i miss the exchanging of our timetables and meeting up with NRA peeps during lunch breaks
i miss everybody
i miss all the things we've done in the past
i miss the laughters, cries, rantings that we've had

but it seems to be,
knowingly
that everyone has already moved on with their lives/partners/work committments

its a fact that i've learnt to accept

people whom we tot were close friends before

make no effort to stay in touch anymore
perhaps they pressume that he/she is busy too
perhaps they got no time
perhaps its due to external factors
perhaps they prefer ppl to take initiative first
perhaps they just din bother anymore

saddening isnt it ?
but i wont dwell on the past
cos i know it is already over, ended, full stop.
no point mentioning it anymore
its abt time for me to move on too.
i must say,
those were the best times i've had in NRA
memories that can never be erased from me.

to you guys out there,
thank you for lighting up my life with everything that every single one of you has done
thank you for the guidance and advises.
i wish for everyone,
all the best in your future endeavours.
take care and good bye.

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 12:49 PM

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