blacK solitude

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way u did
You fell so hard
I've learn the hard way, to never let it get that far.

Because of u
I never stray too far frm the sidewalk.
Because of u
I learn to play on the safe side so I dun get hurt.
Because of u
I find hard to trust, not only me,
but everyone ard me
Because of u
I am afraid.

I lose my way
And it's not too long before u point it out.
I cannot cry
Because I noe that's weakness in ur eyes.
Im forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possible break
When it wasnt even whole to start with.

Because of u
I never stray too far frm the sidewalk.
Because of u
I learn to play on the safe side so I dun get hurt.
Because of u
I find it hard to trust, not only me, but everyone ard me.
Because of u
I am afraid.

I watch u die
I hear u cry
Every nite in ur slp.
I was so young
U shd have known better than to lean on me.
U never tot of anyone else
U jus saw ur pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the nite
Over the same damn thing.

Because of u
I never stray too far frm the sidewalk
Because of u
I learn to play on the safe side so I dun get hurt
Because of u
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of u
I dunno hw to let anyone else in
Because of u
I ashamed my life because it's empty
Because of u
I am afraid

Because of u

Because of u

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 1:30 AM

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