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Monday, October 31, 2005

yes yes... i noe... i've nt been bloggin...

i simply lazy..... ermz... i mean.... simply busy...

hahaha.... anyway...

quick updates lah... okie.... no complaints yeah...

mmmm.... recently... been busy with dance... yeah.. and work too.... did i mention tat... i've been asked by mag.. to do a show by ryan... ?

haha... yeah... tat's e one... damn excited.... anyway.... learnt the 2 items dance steps within one day.... in total... 6 hrs.... damn scared ah... when i arrived at mediacorp tat day...

super stress when i reached the studio... ryan wasn't in a gd mood....

then stretched a lil bit... and he started teachin us the dance steps.....

he taught us the 1st 8's.... go thru 2-3 times... then proceed to the 2nd 8's.... omg... then then.. go thru for 2-3 times again... then music...

super fast sia.... then... soon.. the first set of steps are done... he gave us a 3 min water break... then proceed to the second set of steps...

then... blah blah blah.... the first song was done... with the formation all tat....

then... half an hr break... b4 we learn the 2nd song.....

by tat time... alot of us were oredi exhausted... cos we went thru the first song... a couple of times... yeah.... anyway... the second song.. even more stressful...

cos... jeffery.... ryan's brother... was there !!!!!!

initially... when he came into the studio... i tot tat he's jus the singer's fren.... and then... he sat down... watched us dance.... then he stood up... walked to the centre.... watched us...

and gave lotsa comments.... on ryan's steps... he even changed some of it !!! omg...

in my mind... i was lyk tinkin... oh man... wth is he ? hw come he can change his steps... ? not v nice leh.... even if he's one of e organizers....

then..... he kip commenting tat.. we're nt wild enuff... tat we're kipin to ourselves... we shd b more wild... let everything loose.... let everything go.....

during the break time... i asked wang qin... who is he... and then.... she told me... he's Ryan's brother....................

OMG..................... -_-

he's a professional dancer at Singapore Dance Threatre..................................

he teaches ballet too...... --__--

omg........... !~! super stress when i got to noe tat... some more... i kip doin the steps wrongly... kip forgettin the steps.... omg..........

was wishing tat the day wld end quickly...... lucky... it did.... hahaha..... everything ended at ard 8 plus.....

Ryan came over to brief us... sayin tat... actually... we learn v slow... he cld learn 13 songs... including the formation changes... within 4 hrs.... omg... 13 songs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then he said.... we must b sharp... alert... and focused.... if we're tired.... slap ourselves.... wake ourselves up.... cos a dancer must owiz stay focused.... cannot appear blur on stage..... cos tat's how.... u get to kip urself goin in the industry......

really... nt ez doin a show man..... my first time doin it.... argghhh....

awWwww.... then... thurs came... the costume fitting time.... really a waste of time... went down.... tried the super small top... with a super short skirt...... and a short pair of boots.... and tat's it !!!

LOL..... no more... we can go back home le.... -_-

din even get to try our hiphop costume.... stil ask us to wear our own hiphop costume.... omg.....

then then.... sunday... which was yesterday... was the dry run cum full dress rehearsal....

reported at mediacorp at 250pm.... then went in.... went thru the steps... with ryan... he made some changes here and there..... then.... the part where i fear most....the turning part... i was hoping tat he'll change it....

yup.... he did... he changed the step... and replaced it with an even more difficult one.... -_-

a double turn.... on the spot.... omg.... my single turn got prob leh.... how on earth am i able to do a double one..... !!!!!!

and the worst thing is....... im standing in the middle.... on my right... allegra... her turning no prob one.... my left... aundrey.... she's a jazz funk instructor at JB..... started learning ballet when she was 8... and she's doin the lyrical jazz item with sam.... -_- u tink she'll hav a prob doin double turns?? no way !!!! omg.....

super duper stress......and then... i realise... everyone noes how to turn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! except me.............................. sob sobz......

then... when we got onto the stage... did our formation....

ryan... he ... tink ... he v pissed with us... cos he kip sayin.... our formation wrong... loop-sided... we dun even noe where's our centre.... we kip moving towards the right side.... cant really blame us... all of us... nv prac together b4 after since tat day we learnt the steps....

he scolded us... or rather... raised his voice... made me really scared... some more... there... super duper cold..... made me... even more scared.... and then... when we went thru with the music.... he realised tat our double turns not perfect.... some losing balance.... ( tink im e only one ) and then... he changed it to a single turn... *phew*

ah.... at least... much better le.... then... suddenly go thru with the hiphop item.... wa... when the music came on... everyone panic.... saw a lot of ppl forgettin the steps... and formation... ( yes... im one of the guilty ones )

then... saw his black... stern face again.... he said to us... we cannot go on lookin blur on stage lydat... if the producers see.... they don lyk us... ryan will hav to replace us... and he'll b doin the show himself... ! and we... wont b comin back to mediacorp to dance again..... !

everyone kept quiet.... omg... super stress.... then... we went thru the 2 items again... tis time round... alot alot better... ^^ at least.... everyone rem the formation.... !!! yesh !!! then... saw jeffery.... super cute... hahah...

ermz... i mean.. super stress... lol... then then.. he made us... do the sexy item again.... made some changes here n there... until me n deline v luan... and... hoh... ya... i abit unprofessional... cos i noe.. i forgot to do smthing... i still giggled... and tel deline... i forgot to crawl down... shit.... ( cos one of the steps... require us to crawl to the front... and back to our position.... )

buden... we felt super guilty afterwards... then... after our make up and hair are done... we practised the part again... make sure... tat during the actual rehearsal.. we wont make the same mistakes again...... !!! >_<

the full dress rehearsal went pretty smoothly.. except... for the turnin part... we wearin boots leh.. the stage... too slippery...... cannot ctrl the turning...... i scared i fall... so din really dare to turn.... will prac the turning later on... !! promised.... *

Jeffery said tat.... he enjoyed the hiphop item more.... say.. we must b more free doin the sexy item... he cant feel it.... he want more of us.... gonna brush up on tat later...

Jia you bah....

okie... quite a long entry.... gotta go prepare le....

nid to go mediacorp le.... Wish me gd luck for the show tonight..... =D

ciaoz`````

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