Sunday, September 18, 2005
Suntec Dance is finally over.......
yesterday.... went down to support NRA LUSH....
it's been a long time since i've meet up with them... and they've changed their costumes...
v nice.... demin.... sexy too....
buden abit wasted.... cos their previous costume.... tailored made.... alamak....
mmmm... managed to get into the backstage... then.... saw all of them... busy puttin on make up...
saw james too.. practising his steps.... as usual... he gave me tat kinda idiotic look... hahahah... buden i lurvee it... =D
den... dou n xiang drag me go buy food wit them.. alamak.. waste my time....
den went back to e backstage again....
looked ard.... seein everyone so busy with their stuff... and.. im sittin there.. with da 2 guys... they eatin... me watchin... -_-"
abit.... useless..... cos im nt helpin out... wastin my time sittin there...
then... walked ard.... helpin LUSH to put on their tatoos.... soon... they're up on stage for their openin....
watched the performance by NUS DanceBlast.... they did their concert item.... *nice*
esp the jazz one.... v sad.....
and den.........
everything came back....
sigh..... tried hard to ctrl myself..... din wanna look at it anymore... buden i force myself too... cos i koe... i nid to get over it....
i bit my lips.... used my fingernails and pressed hard onto my palm...
to prevent tears frm comin out.......
i must b strong....
and i did....
then.... after the performance by NUS.... i went back... to where all e bags are... sat down...
needed smthing to prevent me frm tinkin .... so started paintin my nails........
din really dare to talk... or look at anyone in e eye... cos i noe... i wont b able to hold it back..... perhaps... goin backstage... wasnt really a good idea....
den... i tried to cheer up.... cos lookin sad... and feelin sad... wont do me any good either....
after helpin LUSH with all their tatoos.... me, sam, yen & joyce... went down.. to the sitting area....
watched the whole of the grp category...
den.... feel so small.... after watchin all e grps perform...
feel lyk.... im realy nth compared to them....
all e grps... i must say... hav smthing in them... hav smthing tat can capture the audience's attention........
and.... they're good......
sigh.....
i....... i stil got a long long way to go... before i cld b lyk them.....
sigh......
and im oredi... almost 19........
sigh......
i hav to buck up..... seein all e great dances....
will hav to work hard... towards my dream.... my goal..... *jia you*
anyway..... LUSH..... u gals did a great job..... tremendous improvement.....
i giv u all.... ***** 5 stars !!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha.....
oh yeah....
i said tat i'll update on my outin with my 2 sisters yeah??
hahaha... well... we went to IndoChine.... on Friday....
so happy n exited... hahaha.. cos v long din see both of them....
den... floydie stil brought along his digi cam... hahahahah... cos he wanna take pics with Britney n Beyonce... heh heh
wel... da music wasn't tat good.... okie only.... and... da place... kinda stuffy.... not alot of cute guys though.....
so.... hahaha.... wasn't all tat great either....
saw alot of NP students.... including my clzmates !!!! da 3 muskeeters..... LOL...... stun me... cos i was walkin my way thru to e dance floor... then someone.... mess up my hair... i look ard...
then saw kenneth.... -_-"
and then saw da other 2 guys.... ha...
oh... and and.. saw my ex-clzmates too....
saw an old fren too.... alan.... if im nt wrong....
oh ya... and den... orh jiao was there also... hahaha.... she... was sweatin lyk hell... eek....
so yucky.... u mus b wondering... hw i manage to see her... in such dark places....
hahahah.... cos i've got .... BRIGHT eyes!!!!! *blinks*
danced with her.... for a while... then gotta rush back find my sisters... cannot leave them alone... cos they're the main purpose why im there... heeez.....
took lotsa pictures oh... heh heh heh.... (tat's another main purpose)
alrite... i gotta fly now........... gettin late... for my JiJi's concert le.......
ciaozzzz``
da 3 lovely sisters..
Me and my stingy sis.... =D
Orh jiao in da house !!!!!
heh heh... disgustin dirnk....
awwww... the flash frm e camera helps to lighten the skin color.... =P
cant take her hands off me.... 
wad a day......
~~`__ The look in your eyes __
___ speaks a million of unspoken words ___
____ The way how your eyes talk ____
____ brings only happiness to me _____
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