blacK solitude

Thursday, August 04, 2005

money issue on again...

tat sux...

hp bills....

never stop before.... it kips on coming... and coming....

heard frm evelyn tat... my pay is kinda little... cos.. it's in cash...

when im being paid in cash...

it mus be less than a hundred....

god..........

hw am i supposed to survive lydat?

i badly nid a haircut....

i got lotsa stuff to buy.. to do...

money... reallly... no money... no talk.... i can only dream abt it....

today... had my IBS sales call....

i tot i did quite well... cos i din stammer at all....

but.. Mr Koh... said tat... my phase 1 did v well.... upon reachin phase 2... it was all wrong... he dunno wat im askin.. dunno e reason why im askin....

in e end.... got a B- for my first sales call...

was quite sad abt it.... =(

hope tat my second sales call wld be a much better one..... so tat it can help pull up the grades...

had rehearsal today at convention... we were late... cos was practicin at blk 73 studio... apparently.. the ppl-in-charge.. weren't v happy abt it...

the damn convention centre was so freakin stuffy.. and hot.. cos they din switch on the air con....

made my temper worst....

when rehearsing... the formation was so freakin messy.... totally off-centre....

sighhh...

after e rehearsal.. went back studio... then while walkin back...

i started to feel... weird....

cant breathe properly....

cant inhale deeply....

my chest doesn't hurt....

jus that... i hav problems takin deep breaths...

it sux... made my mood worst....

cos it reminded me of asthma.....

shall not blog any more....

jus wanna say...

im v disappointed....

ppl really change....

too fast....

~~*__ Frenship is so fragile__

__ perhaps we weren't close at all__*~~

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:17 AM

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