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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

had Marketing Research paper today...

wat can i say...

it totally sux... sux lyk hell....

i studied.. memorized so much.. yet... the questions...

damn.. wasted my time.. studyin for tat damn paper... i should hav used tat time.. wisely.. catch some winks...

damn.. stupid paper....

i'll hav to pray damn hard that i wont flunk tat paper....

sux....

right after the paper... q'naire briefing.... damn.. tot it'll b quite fast.. in e end.. dragged for 2 hrs plus... can u imagine !!! the mrsh paper ended at 3.... the briefin ended at 5plus... damn....

was even more stressed up after the briefing... cos... realised tat.. i've got lotsa things to do... and i haben even hav the time to touch it....

Let's tok abt it....

Mcom project... (in grp of 2)

SM assignment.. (individual basis)

Mrsh q'naire.... ( individual basis too)

IBS data call... (individual basis)

all due...

NEXT WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls... can some one take over my place for tis sem ?? pls.... i nid to rest.. i nid to slp...

not to forget tat....

Remix competition is comin Sat...

MOE performance on SUn.....

Test run on thurs....

RTHK trainin on thurs and fri....

wow....

this is so cool huh ???

im all packed up... how am i supposed to do project??? how ?? how to squeeze time inside my schedule... ??

can i jus request smthing.. ??

can i jus b a dancer instead... ??

can i jus focus on one thing at a time...??

damn...................

i cant afford to break down... and i wont let myself break down...

i nid to be strong...

i believe i can overcome all these...

*gotta hav faith... gotta believe in myself... yes.. you can do it... yes...*

*breathes*

sometimes... all these things start rushin at me... i really don hav any time to slow down and catch my breathe....

no... it's really hard....

i jus nid another me... pls clone me... make the other half.. go do all e assignments.. projects... lemme jus concentrate on my competition.... please?

sigh.... it's nt gonna work....

i nid money... im short of cash... i nid to work... i nid time... do i hav any??

NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shucks... i cant go on lydat...

i feel lyk.. im puttin on weight... i've been eatin .... non stop....
yes... u've heard me....

NON- STOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn... i cant control..... i jus feel lyk eating.... i kip eating.... i dun feel lyk doin anything.. except eat and slp...

how great is this...

damn.....

tis entry of mine...

i shd del it......

oh ya, if i haben been updating my blog... pls understand... i dun even hav time to complete my project.. how to hav time to update it regularly....

and ppl... pls understand... if... i told ya.. i really don hav time for smthing... i really really mean it...

still... im gonna try my very best... to do everything.. hand up everythin on time... help me.. if u can... cos.. i'll b needin lotsa help...

*grateful*

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