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Saturday, July 16, 2005

bad... very bad....

jus saw my dad's leg....

the whole of his knee...

is swollen..................

yes.... swollen.... the whole part....

the whole part ... swelled up to twice the normal size.... it looks as if... there's smthing growing inside..... oh my god...... im really worried for him man.... i asked him.. wat did the doc say today? then he told me... he worked till 9pm plus leh.. din get to see any doc... -_-"

can u believe it.. with his current condition.. he still went for work.. initially what my mum told me was.. he work half day only.... but.. in e end.. he work until so late... i tink.. tat explains the swelling bah.... haiz.... lucky.. he took off tml.. to go see doc... if not ah... i cfm will bring him.. go see doc myself....

anyway... today... had MRSH briefing in e afternoon.. tat damn lecturer... was LATE !!! for half an hr.... wah lao... he start on time... we cld leave at 230 loh.... -_- in the end.. we left ard 3plus.... idiot...

then went to studio... for RTHK dance prac.... Ann came a little after 4pm... then showed her everythin frm the top... hahaha.. and hoh... she said tat the towel steps okie leh... she don nid to change anything !! hahah... abit happy... cos me.. sk and bunny choreo de.. kekeke....

then learnt some new steps... and brushed up the ' trance ' steps ... and then... tada~

the MOE ppl reach le... lol... somehow.. abit nervous.. when showin them our dance.. cos.. we represent NP leh... alamak... cannot cock up... lucky.. she lyk our item... and.. she's a v nice lady !!! actually both ladies also v nice... Mrs Chan and Ms Ng... hahah... really really nice oh... even Ann says so too....

then.. rested for a while... we continued with the training... and it's... the drilling of the 8 8's...

alamak... i danced the jazz thingy... danced until so scared.... i koe... im not doin it correctly at all... Ann knows it... jus tat.. she din say... some how lah.. tat's what i get from her... tat's worst u koe... cos it makes u feel lyk... " ni mei jiu le... no matter wat she says.. also cannot help le.. nth can b done le... "

then hoh.. i realised tat... i forgot to breathe leh!!! i was so nervous... so stress under jazz.. that i forgot to breathe... i held my breathe... no wonder hoh.. i felt breathless after i finished man... alamak... i held on to it for 3-4 8's bah... crazy hoh...

L0L....

i din koe either... was tinkin to myself.. how come... im panting lyk mad ah...then only i realised i din breathe... lol.. pasieh... i repeated tis ... hahaha....

oh no !!! it's oredi 1.46am...

Shit..... i shd slp now........ tml nid to wake up at 8plus.. alamak...

i shall continue tis entry tml yeah!!!

niteyz~```

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