blacK solitude

Thursday, July 28, 2005

ppl......

listen up.......

Why are we all feelin so down !! ??

Why do we keep thinkin that we dance lyk shit ???

Why are we so demoralized??

Wat happened to the old .. happy... enjoyin and lovin dance ... NRA ???

Why is everyone crying ? breaking down ? fallin apart? sick ? having mood swings???

WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why cant we jus b lyk how we used to be ??? Dance lyk normal.. Be lyk a normal person....

Why ???

Dance... does it really hav to be tat stressful ???

Why isn't dance pure and simple any more ???

i can't stand the fact that everyone around me is lydat.........

i can't.........

i really can't..........

i feel so helpless.... not being able to help them out......

and when.... i've actually got alot of my own probs too.....

i only chose to ignore them....

cos... i feel that perhaps ignoring wld b better... much better than facing it...

yes.... im hidin... im running away ....

i turn to dance... whenever im down....

but right now... i feel even down when im dancing....

why is tat so ???

i dunno................

Ann said im improving....

Am i ???

i dun feel that i am......

I really hope... everyone can cheer up...

Be who you are... and not tryin to change urself for others....

You MUST believe in urself....

Have faith....

if u tink u ain't good enuff... then do smthin abt it !!!

rather than wasting time.. feelin demoralized... pitying urself....

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we cant be lydat.... i koe, sometimes i'll get lost too.... dunno wat da hell am i dancing ... dunno wat's my aim....

learn to breathe.. relax... think.... recap.... analyse....

i rem wat ann had said to me before....

" if you cant get a step right, then go and practise it ! no point sittin ard.. complaining .. crying that you cant get it right... if u don move your butt, how do u expect to get the step right ??? Jus kip practising !!!! "

makes a whole load of sense right???

peeps,

let's work hard together k !!! help each other out !!!

we will survive...

and...

we will win......

~~*__ Dishearten; we are not__

___Break thru; A sealed promise___~~*

~ v0nny a.K.a v|oLet ~ was alone 2:18 AM

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